Do you ever get that feeling that you've forgotten something important? It seems to be haunting me these days and then I keep getting to confirm it because I really have forgotten something important. My latest one was that I forgot to call the guy who manages a mutual fund for me so I could transfer money for the down payment on the new house. That one was a doozey! It's fixed now, so it's okay. I won't bother telling you about all the other little ones. But as I was telling my friend Penny about this today she told me it was probably because everything was in transition. And she's right, everything
is in transition. My work, my home life, well, just everything. We all know the old adage that change is good, and personally I find it to be a silly thing to say. Change can be good or bad, depending on what type of change it is. It's like people who like to make broad generalizations, you know the folks who say things like, "There's only two kinds of people in the world...." I prefer the way my old friend Sam Smucker used to say it: There's only two kinds of people in the world: the kind of people who think there are only two kinds of people, and the kind of people who don't."
So, my changes aren't all bad. Work is stressful right now because everything has been leading up to where we are now at UIHC --- Reductions in Force, aka RIFs. I just found out the other day that I'm good, although there is still a slight possibility that I might get "bumped" (moved to a different position because of my seniority) the chance is much better that I will get to stay where I am. But the same isn't true for everyone around me, and you really can feel the tension building. It stinks, and my heart aches for the folks who are going to get layoff notices and have no idea that it's coming. So as I go through the day I try to keep reminding myself of all the positive things in my life and not to dwell on the negative ones.
The really great stuff is that we finally get to close on the house on Wednesday and then the madness begins. When I was talking to my friend Penny earlier today she asked me if I had all the plants picked out for my new yard, and I have been thinking about this, but (GASP) I don't think I'm going to do any landscaping this year. I just don't honestly think there will be time. Every weekend is going to be spent ripping out walls, ripping up carpet, painting and generally just making this house a whole new place. Scott and I took my dad and my nieces over this weekend to see it, and my nine year old nieces, who have no concept of a rehab, were absolutely appalled that we might consider moving into this place. Try explaining the concept of equity to a nine year old. Lindsey, one half of the twin 9 y.o. nieces, had just spent the better part of the ride over trying to convince me that she was being charged interest on her pool pass. You gotta love 'em!
I promise to post some pics soon!